i cant wait until i put my shit up in deviant art. im dying to know what people will think about my stuff. i want critisium...funny i cant even spell it...im tired of people telling "thats good" or just "nice". I want to critique my work to actually look at it. I want people to tell what i have should have done BETTER. Even in college my teachers wouldn't give "constructive crisisum" (how ever the fuck you spell the damn word). i was thinking well damn im paying YOU to teach me, not to tell me my shit is just "nice". i want you to tell WHY is nice. and that word "nice"......what the fuck is that word about? nowadays that word means medium, average....

MY SPELLING SUCKS ASS! ARTISTS DONT HAVE TO SPELL.....IT'S "CREATIVE" WHEN WE MISPELL WORDS FOR AETHETIC PURPOUSES! THATS WHY IM AN ARTIST AND NOT A SCHOOL TEACHER!!!!!
- fuck that english college handbook and burn it to hell.

i just had a wonderful conversation with a fellow artist on aim about art and how the mind and body is connected to the "collective conscieousnce" the convo went like this:

ok when the mind is in that state (in la la land) when you create, you are opening your mind! you heard the saying drugs "open your mind." well in lala land, your opening and harvesting, for that moment, channeled energy. and when you are high it opens the mind even further, thus the out come is a highly. that energy is what fuels your inspiration and creativy. some can control this, and some dont have enough of it, and some dont have the ability to tap into that collective conscieousness.....im not saying im all for drugs and to do them just to create great works of art, im simply stating that there is such a thing. this is why we (artists) feel that we must express ourselves and show our work of creation and share. opening your mind for creativity comes with a price. insanity.

Every fellow artist i have ever met was either eccentric, kooky, crazy, strange, morbid, moody, was an outcast and/or an addict. (It may sound clice, but it isn't.) Basically, we the exact opposite of everything what the average person considers "normal". i too share all these traits. artists are a unique type of people. we have the power to create. the power to move feelings and emotion and transfer it visually. muscians too are called artists, they have power to move bodies to rhythm, beat, melody thru music.

music moves the soul and what moves the soul moves the mind. the mind and soul are one.
art is not about competion, its about expression. we are not running in a race to see who is better, we are here to share. share emotion. share their piece of their mind. this is the reason why a work of art is called a piece. when you see and look at a something an artist has done you are looking at their very soul......

(damn i sound like a fucken tree huggin hippie)